First of all, no, I don't want to do it all over again. Last year at this time, I had no idea whatsoever that my life would turn out to be this amazing. For those of you who were watching my account back then, you probably saw a few of the posts I made about how I felt so restless in my life. I never imagined that things would end up being so awesome.
The lowest points... I think the one that really got to me was how my friendship with Courtney pretty much sputtered and died. We used to be really close when we were younger, but we started to grow apart, and some things happened that changed things between us. Eventually, she started hanging around with these other people at school, and that pretty much ended things. I won't go into huge detail, but finally we went from eating lunch together to hanging out a few times every month.
And then came one of the highest points. After what happened with Courtney, I started eating with some of my friends from art class. This was at the beginning of semester two. And then, I found an amazing group of friends that I wouldn't trade for the world. I mean, I don't hide much of anything from them, and I trust them. Thanks to them, I had the best summer ever.
Another high point, which I really didn't expect, was being in the orchestra for The Producers. At first, I didn't want to do it, because I knew it was going to eat up my life. But, it ended up being pretty awesome. I lost the last of my social anxiety, which was a major thing. I reconnected with Marshal, who before then, I never thought I'd really see again. And I wound up with a taste for scotch. It just led to so many good things, you know?
Oooh another low point. One of my friends finding out that I've had a crush on my art teacher for three years. I was completely mortified. Or the time my friends contracted me to write this letter to Micheal, about how he needed to quit whining and insulting us if he wanted to stay our friend. I mean, he had it coming, but I still feel like crap about that. Even though he kept calling me "the replacement," it still wasn't right.
Anyways, I could talk so much more about 2009, but I'll stop here. What are some of your guys'?
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